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“Two Roads Diverged, and I—“

Decision is almost always affected by emotion.  No matter how much I say I want to do something, if there is no action it is because I don’t want to.  Blame the inaction on everything—internal and external stress, health, natural disasters, end of the world, etc.. Somehow the heart dictates over the mind and makes up all kinds of reasons to justify it.

Someone said to me once, “If you’re late, apologize for being late.  There is no need to give reasons.”  To be responsible for my own action/inaction has got to be one of the hardest things to come to terms with.

Passion is required to get things done.  And oh, there are so many responsibilities and chores that I’m not passionate about!

Quotation from the Road Not Taken, by Robert Frost.

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This Complicated Thing

Emotion drawing by Tamoko Sanjii

This complicated thing called emotion comes up in conversation with a friend.  Emotion is attached to everything down to the air we breathe.  We are affected by the environment and have minimum control over what is continuously channeling into our senses.  Some of the time our emotion seems instinctive and in general we accept those feelings as “the truth”.  But for me, I find myself constantly making a herculean effort to process how I feel, and even so, emotion does not listen to reason.

Emotionally we are fragile like the most delicate porcelain no matter what kind of hard suit, soft suit or  flexible suit we put on.  We’re not that smart or wise to segregate feelings from things and situations.  Emotion invariably gets tangled up with whatever clarity we think we possess and the end result is always the same: explosive, destructive and regretful.

What is the fulfillment that we continuously crave for?  Authority over another?  To love and be loved?  Or is it the perpetual hunger for gratification and affirmation of the self?  From the hikikomori, a Japanese term for shut-in youths, to the dictators who won’t relinquish their power, emotion is a ninja that lurks in the dark, ready to raise havoc when you’re not vigilant.

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